Bulimia hlp plz?

i know u guys are tired of answering these type of obvious question but i dont have anybody else to go too and i think i might need help i think im bulimic the first time i started was like at 13 but i only tried it a couple times but its been a full yr and a half that ive been throwing up...soemtimes it gets prety bad like 2 or 3 times a day i have no one to turn too and no one will ever find out beacuae im not skinny and not losng weight dramatically..i feel like abything can trigger it and the only time i dont want to do it is when im in dominican republic